Same Old Thing!!!

Why is breaking-up so painful?? Its like all the energy you put up to know someone has to be used to forget the same person..very tiring job!! And if the person is breaking up with you for no good reason then it becomes more pathetic..you know what I mean!

Next comes the part of "getting over" and "moving on" !! Damn easy job that is!! Especially when the person who breaks up with you is having all the fun in life!!

I have gone through this and am sure many of you guys have too!! I never took it easily, infact I messed it up like shitt!! I would cry every night, act crazily and the worst part was I would literally beg him to come back to me ( Even when I knew he was not interested..How needy could I get!!)

Well its not a strange way to react, am sure any person in that situation would react the same way!!

Its been more than 3years since the break-up, but I still feel bad about what I went through. Its not that I am still crazy about that guy, its just that somewhere my ego was hurt. How could he break-up when it was supposed to be me who should be breaking hearts (Ya ryt!! Like I am some heroine..:|) It sounds funny true but it really did hurt my ego!!

I couldn't take it in a positive way! It always made me think that there was a flaw in me, something not likable!! Something very wrong!

But what I forgot to realize was maybe it had to happen so that I can actually be with that person who I was meant to be with!! Its like God's way of saying "Ok girl!! All the while you took care of him, and now its your turn to be taken care of..:)!!" Well an indirect way of telling me to "get a life". And seriously, I have got my life back!!

So people out there worrying about break-ups, just see it this way, now its your turn to rule!!